Blogger - played a huge role in my college life. I was seventeen when I first moved to the
U.S, everything was fresh and challenging for me. I am always this anxious kid
whom constantly worries about basically everything: my future, relationship,
school, job etc. In order to keep track of my “boring” life, I updated my
personal blog (blogger) every week. I am thankful for the past Maggie doing
that because it remains me how lame I was. Just kidding! Indeed, it remains me
how hardworking I was and those efforts and time I spent would eventually
payoff in the future.
Things are tough right now and I have considered giving up. I
hate to have this feeling that the universe is working against me. And I hate
to admit that I am not good/smart/strong enough to achieve my goals. What if
the goals I set are unrealistic? What if this is a dead-end? I think about all
of the negative things that could possibly happen. Sometimes my own thoughts
scare me and I don’t know how to escape. I created a monster and got trapped. I
distract myself from doing anything motivated and productive. It is sad, right?
Well, don’t worry! I am not completely hopeless, nor would I
plan to do anything stupid. My point is I believe writing can help me go through this late-20s crisis. That is why I decide to start writing again.
